Andrew Garfield attends ‘The Amazing Spider-Man 2: Rise Of Electro’ Premiere in Rome (April 14, 2014)
"I’d much rather be a woman than a man" (Gilda Radner)
There are plenty of times where I wake up feeling cheated on because I have this potential that I can’t thrust out to the world because I am centered in an unfair environment. Either I was too poor to not have a corporate job and not do the creative stuff that I want to do. Or I’m not pretty enough. Or I’m not good enough. Or that I had to take a course in college (that I don’t even like) because that would have landed me a better paying job. And then I stop and slap myself hard, because I am being such a bitch.
I realized that I had the choice to be poor for a while and actually do the creative stuff a long time ago. I could have done a lot better in journalism school and I may have landed a job on TV a long time ago. I could have chosen not to be stagnant in relationships that suppressed my creativity rather than nurture it. All of my insecurities and the things that feed my insecurities come from me. And I know that’s not something that I can make go away overnight, or with a blog post. But sooner or later you’re going to want what you want so bad that you don’t care whether or not or your living in a dingy apartment, no savings, single, etc. Heck! I’ve been through all of those scenarios and I rose above it! Because I was hungry.
And I want to keep being hungry and be selfish for a while. Anything is possible right?
Jason Street is the fucking best! Huhuhuhuhu!
Too soon to tell but my favorite person in FNL is Matt. I bet he’s that underdog rises to the occasion kinda guy.
“Life is so very fragile. We’re all vulnerable. And we will all at some point in our lives…fall. We will all fall.”
— Coach Eric Taylor
FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS
I started watching Friday Night Lights and maaaaaaaan! It took all my willpower to stop my god damn tears from falling.
The thing is, I don’t know squat about football and I’m not particularly fond of it, maybe it comes from the lack of understanding, I don’t know. But anyway, this show is so highly recommended and it’s one of those shows that I think will be talked about in a loooong time so I decided to get in on it.
Damn! The Pilot killed me!!! Again, I don’t know anything about football, may have watched in passing, but never really watched an entire game, and yet I find myself cheering on the Panthers, like I know how football operates or something. Anyway… the drama from the pilot itself… tears!!
If this is how it’s going to be every episode, well, I’ll have my tissues ready.
I’m doing it! I’m doing it!
I HAVE SO MANY PROBLEMS
But these don’t even quantify as a real problem. It’s just something that I worry about because I feel like I need to get these things done in this lifetime.
- watch It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia
- watch Supernatural
- watch Friday Night Lights
- watch Mad Men
- finish Breaking Bad
- catch up on Game of Thrones
I know, it’s reprehensible! Can I just watch TV and get paid.
“Girls who post self-portraits and say they’re ugly should know that we all know girls who think they’re ugly don’t post self portraits.”
—ME (via kellyoxford)
I can’t look at a Veronica Mars/Logan Echolls post without tearing up a little. Yeezus! I miss that show sooo much.
I started watching Orphan Black last night. It was a big mistake because I only realized that I have an entire season waiting for me at 11PM. I already know the premise and I guess that’s one of the reasons why I was so antsy. I keep yelling at the screen, “I want to see the other clones already!” And when I did, man, I know I was hook.
That sex scene though between Sarah and Paul in Beth’s flat, that was kind of awkwardly shot/done. But I guess that was the intention…? But I really liked it! Tatiana Maslany rules!
Also, I keep wishing that Art could be Idris Elba. :/